Heh?!

So, i've come to the point where i feel like i ain't got a reason to live. It's like the same damn routine everyday! Plus i've got no ambition, so i dont know what to do in life. At first when i was like 7years old i want to be an art or english teacher and then i feel like that job is kinda boring so i changed my ambition to fashion designer but i dont think i'll succeed in that and i changed again to lecturer and i dont do well when it comes to talking so now i dont know what i wanna do when i grow up. It's between a lawyer or architect, but being a lawyer is hard work so maybe i'm stuck with architect then. Hmm. You see what i mean here?! I dont know what to do in life. Okay tu dari segi pendidikan, sekolah and kerja. What about dari segi socially? I failed socially, i just cant deal with people very well. Like i said before, I HATE PEOPLE! I cant stand them, especially the ones that i barely know and they want to start a conversation with me and being a total fake complimenting me and stuff, but after the "get to know each other" stage they're true colors start to show. Unlike those people, i tend to show my true colors then be nice to them. So who can deal with my attitude are the ones that i'm okay with, err paham? Okay that's about friends, what about love life? Pfft, pahleeese! Dont get me started, well i'm not gonna start anyway. I dont want to talk about that, i hate the word LOVE. Unless kena mengena dengan family i'm okay, but ahh you get what i'm saying here right? Good. Okay, dah takda mood nak type. Bye -.-